January 31, 2009


TRY THIS............ please.

1- What was the last picture you drew?
2- When was the last time you farted and blamed it on someone else?
3- When was the last time you swallowed your chewing gum?
4- When was the last time you lied?
5- What's the name of the last (or first) red head you slept with?
6-What's your favourite fruit-loop flavour?
7-What's the name of the last drug you took? Legal or otherwise...
8- What is your most painful memory?
9- When was the last time you stepped in dog shit and/or had a bird shit on you?
10- What's the top song on your 25 most played list?
11- When was the last time you had a sexual thought about someone you couldn't have?
12- When was the last time you sabotaged a friend?
13- When was the last time you vomited?
14- How many childhood pets did you have?
15- Have you seen a shooting star? And if you made a wish what was it for?
16- When was the last time you started a fire? Accidently or otherwise?
17- What was on the face of your favourite childhood watch?
18- Are you in (real) love?
19- What's you favourite Disney movie and character?
20- If you had a power, what would it be?
21- Have you ever peed in the shower?
22- If you could have an unlimited supply of something what would it be?


He would do anything for you

I would build a life with you. On an island, in a beach shack. I would move for you. I would lay down in the sun and wait for you to come back after you have been out hiking and picking coconuts for us. I would cook the fish you collected with your new found skills. I would care for you and hold you as the wind shook the hut we made for ourselves, far from this nonsense. I would hold you so the wind did not blow us away. I would swim with you and kiss you as you held me up around your waist, spinning me around in circles in the water, brushing the hair from my face. I would talk with you about anything and everything and nothing as we sat alone rubbing the sand with bare weathered feet. I would lie there as you held me and i would melt as I felt the breath on the back of my neck. I would leave all this crap for you and make something else, because i know you would do the same for me.

January 29, 2009

Bond eye

This is where we live. In summer. Sonya, Simone and I. With a pole and a dream, a cat and a balcony. Superfine times on Stunners Ranch. ha haaaaa

SK rocks again

Bite Me

January 26, 2009

January 21, 2009

I heart SK

Sonya Kukainis is the most lovely girl in the world. Inside and out.  This is Sonya being darling and smoking, under a the most fragrant frangipani tree in Bondi. 
Isn't she lovely? Isn't she wonderful?

January 13, 2009

I dream of you

I'm on the corner waiting for a light to come on
That's when i know that you're alone
It's cold in the desert, water never sees the ground
Special unspoken without a sound

Told me you love me, that I'd never die alone
hand over your heart, let's go home
Everyone noticed, everyone has seen the signs
I've always been known to cross the lines
Kings of Leon, Cold Desert, 2008
'I dream of Jeanie'
There is just something about it. Something that draws me closer and closer. Like a lover, it has something that i want to be a part of. Something that i crave. I have to be near it or i know I'm not home. I adore it. The way it can crash and dump you at any moment- exerting it's full force and power over your tiny body, sweeping you off your feet in a moment of euphoria and fear combined.
The mighty tides pulling you into its wet arms and dragging you out so far that you can no longer see reason and sense. Mouthfuls of water stop you speaking as you bob like a cork in the vast blue. You can only stare at the expanse before you and wonder what direction you are really heading in.

Bondi Icebergs Swimming Pool
Instead of taking my chances in the real ocean, I decided to power through the crisp salt water in the swimming pool. Its a little bit like the ocean for the timid. It has everything you could want, without the fear of a rip dragging you out to sea or a succession of waves battering you as you try freestyling across Bondi. There is even a mass of seaweed on the bottom on the swimming pool and plenty of organic flotsam and jetsam floating around to offer a realistic ocean experience. But this is really my safety net- instead of the ocean i am just opting for this tame version, and that's O.K because i love it. I love the comaradarie around the pool, i like how the old men give you advice on life as you sit alone in the sauna, i like the regulars and i love that when i finish a lap i can look out at the surfers catching their morning waves and know that this place is here for me, and it's my home, no matter what.
'I dream of Jeanie'
There is nothing I wouldn't do for you. Nothing I wouldn't say  to make me be with you or closer to you. On the edge of this planet I am always yours. The pull and the desire is never fading and I will find you until i can look no more. The feeling when i am around you is like nothing else. You are power and you are might, yet i can lay on you and be so calm, so peaceful, so buoyant-it's almost ridiculous. 
You have my soul and my life fits in place when I am around you. Planets shift and i calm. The desire to be always close to you is more than i can bear sometimes. Your smell, your texture and your taste is why i wake in the morning and run to your arms. You may burn me or you may caress me but i shall always come back for more. Because i am forever yours.

January 8, 2009

Thunder and Vegas

Usually i don't really like cats that much but Thunder and Vegas are exceptions. I guess i have this fear that they are going to attack like my friends cat did out of the blue one day in year 8. I was simply sitting on her floor watching TV when the cat decided that it would be a great idea to launch onto my leg with full force, using all claws. Since then I've had this preconception that all cats are slightly possessed. So its pretty funny that as i sit here on a sun filled Sydney morning, recovering from some sort of weird food poisoning that I'm blaming on an undesirable carrot, Thunder is sitting on my lap with his paw ironically on the mouse of my laptop. This cat is actually more like a rabbit and feels more like silk. It purrs like he has some kind of motor in his belly. Black and white is stretched out across my lap. Ying and Yang between my hands. The change of one's mind after they throw out the ancient fears and thoughts of 2008. The change that has entered the lives of many. I have Pluto in my sign that is meant to bring out changes for me and my Capricorn friends. But is it just hype? If a million people told me my life was going to change because they were in on a secret would I subconsciously change my life? And if so, does that even matter? Is it all just in our heads? Is it just a surge of changed energy that we make for ourselves?
This cat is so attentive, so intuitive. Cats can be solitary. They can roam alone. They can laze when they want to and go forward without fear. Things in my own personality? Things I desire?  They pick up peoples emotions amazingly. Thunder has even licked the tears streaming down my broken hearted friends face.
The sun has just pushed it's way through the clouds and is spilling it's full force on the rock outside the window. I need nothing more than sunlight to shift my mood sometimes. The life giver. The warmer... That's why I don't want to go back to New York right now. I don't want to be in a cave of darkness by 5pm. Its not natural (for me).
Thunder flexes his claws a centimeter from my wrist, sighs and retracts them, and we sit. Me in torn blue and white flannel shirt and him in his light and shadow fur........and the sun comes out even more. And I smile.